...missing

....lately a strange feeling has come over me.....something seems missing the moment i realize that u r not around....
and then, vaguness crawls over my rationality .....like a python... ready to live the most joyous day of its life.....may be...its like a lacuna.... may be i am getting habitual to having u around me......hahaha...

theres a kind of warmth in my room, it seems that my room is tryin to comfort me...knowin that im missin u a lot and that 'he' is the only frnd i can talk to and he is the only one who can.... say... sit and chat with me over a drink or smthng...

have written a lot of things on the walls...one of them is "AWAY IS A BAD WORD"... more words like..."don't change the rules...change the game"....."loudest silences are the once filled with everythng thats been said..."

..it keeps adding up...