Unbelong

loosing faith... loosing faith...

NO... i never had any ...

eat..crisp that i am...fate, eat me coz i don't mean a thing...twist and churn.. twirl my insides... let the blood breath in gasps ... let the bones crush my intestines and make a meaningless mass of a meaningless ME ...

hold on..trust .. hold on... hold me by my wrist coz then i will know that it won't slip... hold me by my waist coz then i'll know that u r close and real... hold me and let me hold u ... do to me what u do to all those who laugh and live ... i am not loosing out... not like this

don't tell me that i am tough coz i know i am not... don't want me as what i am not... i have my moments.. i want a release .. choke me so that i feel the release when it comes my way...

HUG me life... or let me hug you.. let me caress ur tender arms... i love u life... i love u as i have never loved anyone... so i am not weak.. i will live up to you.. i will make u feel that i feel you ... i will enjoy my moments ... relish my minutes... savour my thoughts... with fire in my belly...i shall take over wht i want ...

no peace...yet (and it better not be)