loosing faith... loosing faith...
NO... i never had any ...
eat..crisp that i am...fate, eat me coz i don't mean a thing...twist and churn.. twirl my insides... let the blood breath in gasps ... let the bones crush my intestines and make a meaningless mass of a meaningless ME ...
hold on..trust .. hold on... hold me by my wrist coz then i will know that it won't slip... hold me by my waist coz then i'll know that u r close and real... hold me and let me hold u ... do to me what u do to all those who laugh and live ... i am not loosing out... not like this
don't tell me that i am tough coz i know i am not... don't want me as what i am not... i have my moments.. i want a release .. choke me so that i feel the release when it comes my way...
HUG me life... or let me hug you.. let me caress ur tender arms... i love u life... i love u as i have never loved anyone... so i am not weak.. i will live up to you.. i will make u feel that i feel you ... i will enjoy my moments ... relish my minutes... savour my thoughts... with fire in my belly...i shall take over wht i want ...
no peace...yet (and it better not be)
...there was a time when words were like toys.. one would play with them, enjoy them, look at them with huge eyes and smile at the thought of the infinite ways that these words could be played with to create so many things, thoughts, stories.. everything. and during those times, you did exactly that... it was no less real, no less true, than the thoughts and words of today... it was different! living that life again.. with a little difference!
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1.I recently read the following somewhere, and it has to be here...
(Only good thingie in the post)
2.Remember to be gentle with yourself and others.(But why... be true instead).. We are all children of chance(yeah but only to a certain extent, remember there are rational thinkers still active who don't believe in chance and will reckon their actions), and none can say why some fields will blossom while others lay brown beneath the August sun (Just aphase of life.. but their are reasons for it too.. ). Care for those around you (yeah sure... even if they are rogering actually brutally rogering your self respect). Look past your differences(but why... ?? ... diffrence is the only thing that helps you carve your niche.. ). Their dreams are no less than yours(i never complained about it.. my dreams are my dreams... and i don't compare aor rather share with anyone.. so point of evaluating others dream in light of your dream never arises), their choices in life no more easily made (may be.. they are difficult in my life aswell... making a right choice is so difficult... especially when the wrong choices are so damn attractive..lol..:P ). And give(What??). Give in any way you can, of whatever you possess(and what if you need that ..?? okay give away everything.. are you sure... will you?? easier said than done..). To give is to love (yeah sure.. then i must confess ,to all my girls, that i was never a lover.. coz i m the biggest hoarder). To withhold is to wither (ha ha ha.. go and say this to reliance's or infy's shareholder who are now millionaires just because they withheld their shares for a long long time... ). Care less for your harvest than for how it is shared (i wanna definitely try this.. please read her earlier post.. stbbed in the stomach... there is hardly any harvest... then why bother for share ... ), and your life will have meaning and your heart will have peace (may be... but my mind needs more of it.. i mean peace... which will be accomplished only when i will behave rationally.. and not by instinct..)...
Your time is limited,so don’t waste it living somebody else's life (then please leave blogging.. its the main business here... what we do here is actually live someone's else's life... just for a moment... but we do live... and i have no regrets.. ) .Don’t be trapped in dogma-which is living with the result of other people’s thinking(true.. but i heard somewhere above that care for others feeling... isnt this contradicting).Don’t let the noise of others opinion drown out your own inner voice(it will never drown... you can always listen to that noise of other's opinion.. but you are the final decision maker... and then you can't blame it on others ).And most important,have the courage to follow your heart and intuition (i do that.. but but how the heck this point is related to the topic called impossibe is notthing.. ).They somehow already know what you truly want to become(correct.. i told you its only me and my mind and my heart that knows what exactly what my dreams are... and nobody else..).Everything else is secondary (oho..i think responsibilities are over all ... they ae super-primary and then you can categorise above thing as secondary..).
Mighty difficult things to do...but IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!(i told you... i loved that pic... and the slogan... impossible is nothing.. )
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Dude i m not a pessimist ...
but somehow i couldn't digest the thoughts..
one mo thing i read your comment somewhere... that you ran away from some incident ... leaving your brother alone....
i somehow liked it... the way you accepted it... confessed it... and then always faced the situation... cool.. that has triggered a lotta motivation in me.. post abt it naa.. ..
Take care...
And i dont take everything personally... unless and untill its bothering me....
thanks for sharing your thoughts in detail Omi... i appreciate it!
i didn't think you were being pessimistic, but i just wanted to know the reasons why you didn't find that motivating... and i realise everything doesn't need to have a reason. seems like you just don't like it and because you are good with "thoughts" you have explained it all comfortably :).
cool enough!
there are many things here that i could respond to and convince you about in a healthy way, but then i know that you may already be aware of those things and its only a matter of perspective...
a simple thing like "have the courage to follow your heart and intuition" is related to the topic because this is what will help you achieve the impossible. i guess you'd agree.
But i think the point here is much larger. its about a way of life that lets you accept adversities (in the form of ppl, situations and your own self) to help you keep your calm, and lets you dream passionately to help you achieve your goal!
I am for once not saying that your take on life is wrong. even i have been a staunch realist for a large part of my life and then i realised that reality is only what we make of it, and that opens the possibility for dreams.
i do believe that if everyone gives then after all everyone gets! its a different thing altogether that we want others to start first. I know i have started.
Being good even to people who roger you actually makes sense.
the sad part is that we all fail to realise our own larger good and remain stuck up in unpleasant moments.
we think we can control our lives but we cant control all of it. and its very tough to know which part are we really in control of. everything doesn't have a reason.
all these gandhian sounding ideas and the goodness and gentleness and spreading smiles etc.. ACTUALLY works... just try it..
say, for once try not being agitated or angry... try loving even that stupid pompous guy whom you hate from your gut... try forgiving those who fucked up your peace of mind ... and trust me things look very different...
all this just helps keeping our own thoughts positive and keeps us in good mental shape. and that makes it easier for us to achieve the "impossible things" we want to achieve.
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that incident with my brother happened very long ago. i am glad that i shared it and someone found it worthwhile. i don't remember more than what i already wrote. so a different post would be tough.
its been nice discussing stuff with you.
hope to see you around.
PS.
the crimson blog is my primary one where i write frequently.
cheers!!
Hey,
Sorry for late reply, was busy with a press conference.. (Sir ADA is the Awesome speaker.. its great luck for me to listen to him.. long live ADA sir)
Dude i know i can also restructure that post with all together new and clear meaning.. but then my point here was the post was baseless in the sense it did'nt hold the objective true with matter.. i know we can easily link the corelation(healthy way) but the post by itself failed to stand by the points..
and trust me I am the One Big optimist i know...
yeah its true that you should always follow your heart and intuitions ... but according to me the way to acheive impossible is more than that... its not only imbibing trust on your heart but its repetitive trust... even when it fails one aspect or other, you have to follow it.. a strong determinition.. here is where humans go wrong they end up putting distrust on the thinking philosophy followed by heart, whenever they fail..
And talking abt adversities... god damn ... who knows it better than me? ? but the key here was believing in yourself your almighty.. only this point makes stand out from the crowd of the rational thinkers.. And it has got many things to do with reaching your goals..
".....i do believe that if everyone gives then after all everyone gets! its a different thing altogether that we want others to start first. I know i have started..... "
-the time you said this a blitz krieg kinda idea ran thru my brains.. its like have you really got everything.. or you have earned it.. i always believed in earning whatever i want.. so be it Education - Degrees earned, Respect -Earned , Love -Earned by proving worthy, job- well earned again, so i expect if others want anything then they have to earn it.. giving is good only when the opponent is helpless.. or outta courtesy... or outta love.. but otherwise FORGET IT ..
and reality is what you want it to be... you will end up carving the reality...
and you know when it makes sense to be good to the person who rogers you? ahan.. it makes sense only when he is your boss or old time good friend... CAREER and EMOTION is at stake.. but i m very lucky here .. my boss is one of my very good friends and my friends are very good and i trust them.. if they will roger me then there will be something good coming outta it..
by the statement.. we cannot control our life... what you wanted to convey? :)
Coz according to me life is not to be controlled.. it is to be lived... if you think abt controlling it then you might not do living the main purpose of the existence of mankind.... :P
I kmow Gandhism works.... but again it contradicts the post .. for not to listen to the noises created by others opinion..:P
dude i am 21 years now.. and my age of 18-21 i have followed all the things.. and it work for my betterment.. but now i feel enuff is enuff.. lets now see dynamic side of it..life.. live it kingsize.. try and give importance to self respect.. to both yours and other;s aswell.. try and not let anyone enter your comfort zone.. now work for yourself.. your family.. your dreams... show aggression.... prove yourself...
and here i am brand new Omi..
Just wanted to say i have been through what you are in.. i have followed Gandhigiri..
and made most of it...
Take care and it was fun discussing this with you...
And I hope Gunj is a very fine co-blogger and whatever i have wrote for the first time on high on life w.r.t impossible is nothing... was taken in the right spirit by her..
coz...hmm..hmm.. jus like tht....
Bye and take care
Omi
lol... sure Omi. all the best in whichever way you want to live your life henceforth.
just a piece of advice... don't jump to conclusions ever! will help you in the long run
cheers and all the best :)
No peace yet ... that would be death wouldn't it?
it was death echo... it was.
and the phoenix arose long ago!
intrsting nd witty...
@sinner... sweety! how exactly did you find it witty!?!?! :)
for the 'carpe diem' use
and 'sweety' is not soo sweeT!mind ya!
oh yes!... i see that.. especially in the light of your last 10 odd posts!!!
@ crimson feet...
:) , oh u do!!!
nice read :) fate can engulf anyone-this fact is beautifully written. trust keeps us going for sure. tough part i feel is a bit pessimistic. Life and Death-superb :)
Very similar.
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